May 15th 1997, My graces backyard

I closes my eyes to see my reflection in the box, not being able to say anything hurts upon me.
I look to see myself lying their in peace, while my father crys once more in his death eating eyes!
trying to scream, trying to fight my way out of there, trying to give my confecion on the person that gave such grief to my family.
I say under my breath" forgive me lord for I have sinned, but that person, the person standing their, should be punished, punished inside and out, to feel the agony that i once felt while alive".
No one will ever know what I went through that night, that night in my backyard, no one!

before shutting me down in the ground my father keels down and say my child, my child you you are in the ground but don't forget I'm right inside I'll visit you here, here in my graces backyard.








My backyard is the most amazing place iv ever been. Not only because you find different creatures on the ground , but because you never no what to expect it to be like, you can breath the air of nature and you find peacefulness all around it. I love my backyard it's my sanctuary place to relax and write anything with no distractions or interruptions, it's only me and the yard as one. I could scream as loud as i can and no one can hear me, my back yard is called destiny and destiny is my back up for everything.